future is market manipulation... stop and repent from future, focus on spot while the price is on a huge discount

2 months in futures, starting with a capital of 1 million to become 2 million until liquidated.. second capital with 4 million then -2 million profit up to 8 million then liquidated again.. there was a remainder of 100 thousand played until 3.6 million liquidated again.. lastly, capital of 1 million and that resulted in a direct Loss.. total net loss around 6 million but including profit around 17 million.. one thing is for sure, if in futures it's better to have a large capital and scalping a maximum of 3 times, not more than that, because when we want to take revenge on the market we can lose. And when we are greedy, we will also lose.. share your experiences 😩😩😩😩