Reality is always more absurd than the dealer's manipulation～
Just like written in a certain story, you think he is the one who understands your brokenness,
thinking he is the redemption that takes you to see the sunrise, only to find out that he is just calculating your
remaining value. In the world of Crypto, we are used to checking the
contract loopholes, guarding against the project's Rug Pull, and we do that for survival.
But in relationships, when you realize you need to use the same logic to guard against the person sleeping
beside you, that feeling of disgust is devastating.
He doesn't love me as much as I imagined, or rather, he loves that "money-making me" more.
No matter how close the relationship is, once it is mixed with peeking and calculating,
it turns into an unequal game. I cut my losses, like chopping off a
junk altcoin, the action is quick, but only I know that the gap in my heart
cannot be filled no matter how much profit or loss.
People often ask me, what is the hardest part of trading?
In the past, I would say it's timing, it's mindset. Now I feel that the hardest part is after you
see through the greed of human nature, experience betrayal and exploitation, still having the courage
to believe in the next "bull market", still having the courage to entrust your back to
another person.
I have not yet found the answer I seek. The one about "what I want to do, where I want to
go" is still blank.
But I have understood one thing: K-line doesn't lie, but people do. In this circle
filled with myths of sudden wealth and the arena of human nature, I will continue to be that
calm "Trader", continuing to help everyone make money. Because only the chips in hand
are the only source of warmth that can give me a sense of security in this cold world.
As for relationships, maybe it's just like what the ID I used to like said:
"I actually want to tell a pure love story with impure intentions… May you find the
Ta you love."
After dawn, remember to forget my gender, and let's continue to do business.