Today I buried my oldest dog, Hades... 😭 We've been together for almost 15 years. It's like burying a part of yourself. Too many deaths in recent years: first my wife, then a bunch of friends, and now my the best dog in the world. And yet, somehow, I'm still breathing. I'm probably used to it, but every time it just throws me off balance. So today I'll be very drunk .

"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

You still have all of me ah, me ah, me ah" Evanescence - My Immortal