Let's review the recent meme bull market trades.

First of all, Mubarak + broccoli + tut not only recovered losses but also made profits. I exited most of my positions and it's hard to imagine that at one point I was down over 2 million on these three coins. Finally recovering losses and making a profit is definitely a good feeling, but these three meme coins caused me to miss out on larger profits from moodeng, neiro, and goat, so I'm not overly happy about it either. Additionally, when I lost over 2 million on these three coins, it made me reflect that I will never buy any coin that exceeds one percent of my portfolio. I thought it wouldn't matter since the market cap was low, but I ended up buying too much, leading to unexpected losses at the bottom.

Then there's pnut, which also yielded decent returns after holding for about three months. The process was a bit torturous. The most uncertain moment was when the act's operator ran away; I was considering whether to sell then, but I held on due to strong emotional attachment. In the end, I sold around 0.4, which turned out to be the most profitable trade recently, quite satisfying, kudos to the wizard @0xcryptowizard.

As for ETH, I really feel it's a pity. I bought in at 10 million at the very bottom, and I even called it out on Twitter; my cost was only around 1450. However, I started selling at 1650 and sold everything by 1800. Mainly, it was because I was hit too hard as a diamond hand recently, thinking that I should play it safe and take stable profits. One of Lu Laoshi's quotes resonated with me: "Assets are still those assets"; funds will always return to those few tradable assets @Luyaoyuan1.

The rest are some scattered trades; the two larger ones are trump and people, both made around hundreds of thousands of dollars. I chased trump after the dinner news came out, while people was a coin I observed on Binance's meme list; almost all good concepts and narratives in memes went up, yet the only meme that had a concept and narrative that didn't launch was people, so I bought it.

Recently, on-chain trading has been very unsuccessful; I have to go back to tst to recall when I made big money on-chain, which was several million. Recently, only some old coins that I bottom-fished earlier made money, while new coins barely yielded any profits, especially launchcoin, which actually had a very clear buying logic, but I missed out.

Ultimately, my mindset towards on-chain trading has been quite awkward lately. On one hand, I want to distance myself from the crypto circle, so I'm reluctant to invest too much energy on-chain, as it really requires a lot of effort. On the other hand, seeing everyone continuously making money, I can't help but make a few trades; this casual attitude is indeed not suitable for on-chain trading.

Also, it's a pity about MapleStory; I had planned to join my friends, but I overslept. I originally intended to invest 1 million. I also participated in two presales recently; to be honest, the bull market has made me a bit lax. I even invited friends to join these two presales, especially that beast 10k; I can accept my own losses, but inviting friends to lose money together is really a bit guilt-inducing.

That's about it for my recent trading journey. To be honest, it still feels a bit awkward, caught in a state of wanting to distance myself from the crypto circle yet unable to resist trading.