Go go go, you can be honest with your friends or parents. I believe they will help you, work hard and you'll pay it off soon.

My account is about to be canceled, I'm preparing to lose my mind, why is happiness always so far away from me in this world? I just graduated, I got into this during school, and I didn't expect to lose so much, I'm so tired of living until now! I'm no longer interested in anything!