MISTERROBOT

seriously. I watched videos, read stories of climbers, saved money. And I will tell you, I was not that far from the necessary amount...
But then war broke out in my country — and everything was fixed, postponed to the long box of Pandora.
plans, dreams, and even the feeling that you have a 'future'... those from Ukraine know how it feels.

I decided to write a somewhat philosophical post based on previous experience... without amounts, coin names, just thoughts... someday I might break it all down with numbers.
Futures do not lose immediately. It's not a fall, not a drain in a second. It's a process that starts with slight discomfort and ends in internal emptiness.

Trading is often discussed in terms of numbers, percentages, and screenshots. Red and green candles, returns, 'entries' and 'exits'. But almost no one talks about what happens on the other side of the charts — inside the person who presses the 'buy' or 'sell' button every day.
Trading seems like a rational activity. Cold calculation, strategy, risk management. But in reality, it is one of the most psychologically exposing forms of activity. The market does not just test knowledge — it reveals character. It brings to the surface fear, greed, impatience, pride, and vulnerability in a way that ordinary life rarely does.